foggy
so,lately ive been feeling foggy. i guess its like that ween song,help me scrape the mucus off my brain. or was it head? i dont know anymore-not that it matters.
im just in a daze,my life is just a bunch of small conetti papers blowing in the wind while i try to grab them and make sense of them. i guess that’s life?
the funny thing is that i dont even know if this is normal. i’ve struggled all of my life,you could say,growing up in a troubled home then getting bullied then discovering ive been hurtin myself for my whole life then finding out i am normal and at the same time so out of the norm.
its strange,ive even had half-assed attempts (at what,i will not say) and i still dont really understand why.
im apathic half of the time,like emotionally tired. its a strange thing,but im still alive
thats what i tell myself, «oh well,thats life»